Tonight as I started to think about blogging I was thinking I should show pictures of my transition from all of the different phases I've gone through in healing over the years. I then started thinking how the words phases and faces is a little bit ironic that they sound the same and yet they are the same. They are the same as in transition you can see the transition in the way someone looks, you can feel transition in the way that you feel and the mood that you have as you go through treatments.
Feeling down phase-
Honesty check - Over the weekend I started feeling down and I normally don't feel down. I am still wondering if the treatment changed something that made my hormones or chemicals off and that's why I was feeling down? Or was I down because it was snowing outside and snowing and snowing and snowing and with covid we're inside and it's just one big inside circle not doing much these days... I am so over covid honestly. I know everyone else I speak with feels that way too.
Feeling hope phase-
The great news is today and Monday I have felt a calmness in my system that I haven't felt in a long time. I feel the clenching in my left side going away and I am wondering if that maybe is the treatment starting to work. My mood has been lifted and I'm feeling very hopeful.
So for now I'm gonna share the faces of the many phases of healing that I've been through over the last 5 to 6 years.
Even better news is that if we have a day that we feel down; in the morning we have a new start and a new day and within that day wellness and healing can come.
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